LIFE!

Had a ball game in Boat Club today, well..that place bring back fond memoirz..sigh, being there and then..it all comez back as if it had just happen…

Anyway, yeah, played the game, scored a couple and asist a few(:P like usual) yeah..enjoyed the game altho i’ve major cramp on boTH legz, reli rusty from not playin soccer frequently…….

Well..actually i don’t feel like blog-in, not in circumstances i’m in…but yeah, it’s the only way to convey messages is thru blog…i guess…so, yeah…

Hmm..well, casting all my work aside, was looking forward for a good catchin up..well..with someone, but yeah..i feel i’m being given the "cold shoulder" treament. As for the reason remaINS annonymous, the only one i could think is due to my negligence..well, was it me?

Hmm…was truly dissapointed,well..very~ Wanted to share stuffs and things that’s been going on lately. I’m not being negative in any sense…where any1 fitted in my shoes will feel exactly the same…

The feeling..well, it’s undepictable, it almost felt like a turbulence motion raging inside me..yeah, been staring at the screen…in an emotionaless way..the time ticks..yeah, and i’ve been staring at the same window for the pass 30 minz……

yeah, i feel really stupid(and i guess those who are reading tiz will think so too)…and seriously i dunno why? I’m on the verge of breaking down..yeah, and all i want is some1 to share tiz wif…some1 whom i trust…and cared a lot…but it doesnt happen that way…the only solace i cud find..is reading celest blog, well..it’s truly inspiring…

u have to know that she is not obliged to do that don’t you

actually my 2nd year has taught me quite a lot of stuff it has become not easy anymore… then i came to realise….your future is always in your own hands

u cannt just let it go like that… if your depression and failure thoughts are always with you when can they leave

when can become a happy person again if u dun take the hard way out, there is no way that u can feel better

hav to admit life always has downs… no doubt… how successful u r in life is how u manage ur downs and failure… and to tell u, u r not the only feeling this way there are a lot of ppl… this year i had that feeling… but i think to myself what’s the point to think like that why makes life so difficult by thinking all the negative things… why

set a clear mind now on what you want to achieve in the future….so that you will not regret…. why not*

There’s been an overwhelming of proj and assigs not to mention the mind-blowing test which is tough enuff to send any nerd to broke out in ‘cold sweat"? Which meanz, a mere average student like mySELF wud be in tremendous trouble?wudn it? gosh…i freakin fail d advanced pc, and was so narrowly crushed by Risk..when i see coursematez rushing stuff, my mind felt as if i’m in a swirl pool…really can’t focus on anything..the peer pressure is jez freakin great

I’m so freakin cranky prolly i feel I’ve neglected some1(u knw who u r?), well..at least i feel i do. So..erm,if i’ve been anyway close to doing so..i apologize will make it up to you when during the holz:P(tatz if i’m still surviving)