LIFE!

Exam time is over…well, for the time being, sigh, i didn’t do that well i suppose, it was difficult! seriously..but yeah, tried my best craMMPINGGG overthing in the last minute, hoepefully i pass!

I feel so nice waking up tiz morning, feel like my whole body rejuvenate from the strenuous study i’ve been doing, yeah…went to campuz for the fair thingy just to find out it’s cheapskate fair like any other secondary schoolz, went there for bout 30-40 minz then head back home(erm…after going to leez)!

Guess i can’t be free as i hope i’ll be? coz of peer pressure? there r still lotza stuff  to be done! Reflecting back on wot my frenz wud be doing i’ll start fearing for myself, not the typical "kiasu" character…but yeah, 100% peer pressure!!!

Had dinner at some restaurant just now, hahaha…..had lotza rich food, hmmmm…had tiz suckiling PIG? then tiz reli nice fish…called..err..some chinese name, then shark fin…pluz butter prawnz…the meal was heaven, but the dinner wasn’t…relative was there, so..like usual, bombarded with weird questions and comments..which i makez me really uncomfortable?it startz of with…oh, ur son look like jer(p/s: they never saw me b4?) just that this one, the cheek not red nia, whiCH reaLLY making me reD?

Well, thats not all, then throughout the dinner, they began praising sister for her outstanding result, then say "Oh..jer is on scholarshIP"??? government one someMORE…really not easy, then when finish studying, got job waiting dy? then they start wid wendy…saying she’s applying for JPA also..etc..etc. Seriously, i feel it in my blood, as if i’m the black sheep of the family, coz i’m the only who didn’t scored straight A1s in the family nor hoggin on any scholar which cud make my parentz pround? I’m not like jeolous on my siblings really..i’m just frustrated with myself…