LIFE!

Seriously..i dunno how to justify my disapointment, but yeah..gotta learn to live wid it? Sigh..i jez really dunno…is God making fun of me? whenever i began to feel happiness…its almost taken away..instantaneously? anyway, i still believe he has a plan for me..no point worrying nw

Had tiz terrible allergy..itcH! went to see doctor but wait for more than an hour..siGH! The nurse there really make me blush…sed " all ur son so good looking?"..clever also? goSH…my face turn red..but yeah, i don’t think i fit into that description…

Oh yeah..Doc sed there are various of ways of gettin it, but eliminating the rest..the remainder was psychology stress? For such stress..there’s only one person capable of doing? you know who you are?

Right..i end tiz day wid misery, but i’m going to pray for strength n guidance.

I’m so back to civilization, once again!!! Being 3 monthz in SOP and 2 day trip to Bario and Bakelalan is enuff to transform me into tarzan!! Living in a jungle state environment and moutainz reallyyy make me a Sarawak boy, cant imagine those peepz out there in the moutain live without electricity,well..there’z MINIMUM electricity(generated by GENERATOR)!

The nicest thing i can say about Bario is the climate. Its so windy, cool and nice..woah, a lil like NZ when i went in summer last year! and the peepz there are so friendly tat they shake ur handz n talk to u as if ur their close friendz?

Guess wot, gettin on the twin otter..i realized there were onLI 3 of us, freaked out a lil actually…hahaha, but found out tat its a cargo plane..so..feeling a lil weird, had the chance to see the pilot navigate the plane…lookz pretty simple to me, just pull to full throttle..then off we go~

There, we go round the place..WALKING..a good walk of 3 hourz, visit long house etc etc etc..take picz..etc..etc…then walk in complete darkness back HoME?Long house seemz pretty large wif all those kelabit o native peepz…lol, and there’s tiz particular family who wantz me to "pilih" bini from their race…terkejut ciN..but laterz they show me some picz…hMm, there r not bad-looking either..all fair fair 1

Then at nitefall, we feast ourselfs wid WILD BOARRRR..i was so hungry, i cudn care less..jez hentam the meat, altho tis like loaded wid fat n it feelz rubbery…had also the kijang souP..the "mouseDEER" soup…its so nice i thiNK its heaven food..i thiNK i drank the whole pot!

Next day, i had the ride of my LIFE…ride behind a motorsiKAL for the 1st time isn’t fun..especially when u hav loads to carry…gosh,pluz the road is made from stonez n mud, i grab the guys shoulder so hard..i thINk i must have BRUISE HIM..a lottt..hehe..then use the twin otter..flew to Bakelalan, find the place woRST than Bario..so much warmer..but then, i saw tiz girl who lOOK like SOng Hae Gyeok..the korean actress..wa, 90% identicaL!no kiddingg..

Dahla tatz all..ku nak tidur ni..cya!