Archive for September, 2005

FtrustRATION!

Tuesday, September 20th, 2005

What if someone shoot you wif a statement such as " you havent done anything to the team?" when in ur heartz of heartz you’ve been givin all you cud?

To be honest…i am deeply sadden by it, 1st i seriously dont think we should spending such extravagance of energy n time in moral studiez..in expanse on other much more significant subjectz?

2nd..which really infuriate me is tat some ppl jez shoot their bloody mouth off..without actually knowing anything?been asking around for the selling of cheesecakez..n it practically turn out to be beggin ppl to buy? I even when n ask mom n aunt collegue’s for it?(when to MAS today..n every1 shook their head when i state the price of the cakes…RM8!!!!!) wot do i get in the end? An unappreciated comment which "claims" tat i’ve done nothing?Shoudn’t tat comment be AIM for those who practically didn’t lift their f*cking fingerz?jez for the sake of selling ONE cake, i gotta fork out my money so tat i coULD SELL at least ONE?honestly..i find it ridiculuos!

Orite..forget bout it!!i could blow up if i continue talking!!i think i should jez channel my energy into something more useful…it reli isn’t worth my effort..folkz, i’m pissed…

Reflection

Sunday, September 4th, 2005

Today i feel slightly different…it feelz as if someone jez gave me the keys to unlock the doorz of adulthood. I’m prettty sure from this day onwards..i hav tiz heavy duty responsible i need to pikul…sigh!

Reflecting back on the 21 yearz i’ve live on tiz earth, i realised the things i’ve accomplish n the things i have not…and i truely relish the happy moments spent wif my loveD onez! Happy thougths seem to linger more than the unhappy onez…altho oCCASIONally i had nitemarez..:P…anyway..I’m grateful for the things that God has given me, a loving family, special friends and all the things that i’ve have…HE showed the meaning of family ties, friendsHipz and he even showed me the feeling of being in love..i’m extremely thankful for tat…to be honest, if i were to leave tiz earth rite nw..i think i’ve no regretz?

Basiaclly, 1/4th of my life has already pass…therefore, i’m anticipating the next chapter of my life, i hope things will turn out to be better…in all aspects of my life.. With this, i ask for YOUR blessingz…*AMEN*

Back to reality!

Thursday, September 1st, 2005

Today i open my bag n saw so many ASSIGNMENTZ on hand..some of which i’ve totally forgotten..mann, i’m seriousLY in deeeePP shit!totally haven started…n today is freakin thursday..another hour to fri…dead dead dead!

Yesterday..went n watch Romasanta…gosh, it was the MOST boring "HORROR" movie i’ve ever saw!!!reli wasted my freakin bugz not to mention the air-conditionin which is totaLLY busted! n no wonder..the entire cineplex is ghOSTLY quiet!!

Saw a few ppl whoose face i’m acquainted wif..lol, like fiona sista?and err..eric yong..etc.etc!!…jez came back from supper..DAMM..the mee mamak from perwira is so PEDAS…i sweat a POOL mann..i think i’m not goin there anymo..cud get ulcer if eat those things to freaquent…yUCK!