Today is already wednesday..n ever since the start of the sem, i haven even read a page of revision!! look at the state i’m gettin myself into…sigh!!!and i’m a freakin 3rd year student…pathetic..isnt it?i cud use a hard slap on my cheek…siGH!!
Everything tat happen today is already history…no point mentioning, i’m jez hoping for a more meaningful day tomorz..hopefully cud get at least some things done….
Haven been writing since i dunno when..siGH, been pretty bz wif stuff..but stil..hasn’t reli done anything ..
Well, going back from the last 3 dayz..practically had lotz of things to do for moral studies..sigh, i cant understand why we gotta fork out so many time n energy doin moral studiez whilst there’s no credit for it…reli infuriating considering the fact tat i’m laggin behind everything…triple *sigh*
Yeah, last friday..smtg amazing happen?lol..i scored wif my head!…it’s such a rarity tat i’ve scored wif my head..lol, i’m much skillful wif my legz..not tat good wif the head..coz i’m wearing freakin specz!!!Speakin in terms of soccer…was wondering how wud wassabay be in the comin week…wif new recruit samson..will be win the league again?anyway..i still thiNK we’re weak defensively…
Yesterday was freakin tiredddd………guess wot time i sleep? 530 am in the morrrninggggg..n i hav church in like..another hourz time…whICH meanz i’ve only 1 HOUR of sleep? all IRENE"S FAULT!! she ask us..well..me n rocky to do the moral stuff at her house…from 10 pm till 5 smtg!! dammmmmm….reli cranky the whOLE nite…even rocky become CRANKY!after tat..went to lutong for supper….goSH..the fried noodle there cost only 1 BUCK? but it was nice…*YUM*!!!went directly home..sleep for 1 hour..then set off for church..didn even bath this morning…n fell asleep during sermon..sigh……:(
after tat…practically sleep the whOLEEEE day…then gotta drive all d way to senadin to pass JJ her gift..but she wasn’t there…so takde element of surprise dah..siGH!
then..siNCE irene is sOOOoo lonely..so bring her out for dinner…well..accordING to her..she didn’t eaT the whOLE day….which reli makez me feel bad..waS supposed to be there earlier but yeah..i cudn wake up 
she wanted to go beach…but then..yeah..was getting late..then we went n pICK pauline n go to boelvard to eat some "crape" things…some pan cake wrap wif banana n nutz ice-cream..well…pauLINE belanja…so, we all help ourselves!!!hehe….tat *THING* was so cold n plus the cappucino driNK…n the eXTREME cold surroundingz..my bLOOD totally freeze, cud even FEEL my teeth knocking each other..
After tat…went for movie, it feelz so weirddd seeing the cinema so emPTY..especially on a SUNDAY! wherE"s everyBODY? studying? BEWITCHED..hhah, NIcole’s nose is so freakiN cute…lol!!it was nice…lol, but i thiNk i saw tat couple in front of me kissing..eWWWWWWWW!!!oh ya..saw huat n keng weng…sigh, they must hav thINK smtg funny when they look at me..
Then after movie..went to have supper in A1, was cravin for something reli hot n warM..n dammit…i BURNT my tongueeee! the soup was boilingg hot..n i jez masuk kat mulut aje..!!then suddenly i caught this cauccasian guy keep lookin at me..mann, i was freaKED! he sudden;y sed " hey..ru roman catholic?"..well, initiallly i wanted to say " do i knw u?"…haha, but i knew it was rude..so, i jez sed.."yeah"?then he just smiled at me…hehe, i cud tell tat ah pau n irene is spOoKED..then tiz irene cLAIM the lakia behind me kept looking at her…in a pervertic way? haha..but i thiNk she too perasan la…
selepas makan..kena send irene bac lagi..so, we went to her house..then she pasang music n dance..lol, i hate to admit it..but yeah, she reli can daNCE..wif reli kewl movez! outstanding!!! lol..but i didn sed tat in front of her..takut she perasan again…
LOL! then pauLINE sakit perut..hahahhaha..tular..eat so MUCH cold stuffz!..after tat…we kinda lay back n listen to oldies…whICH reli remindz me when i was lilttle..i remember vividly where our father usually take us for a ride while playin all those oldies…all those sweet, foregin memoriez came swirling bacK..it was nice…reli wish i cud turn back time…
Jez came back from some meetin session wif my "old" classmate in SF..lol, jane?hehe..think she’s gone prettier…every1 seem to be going forward, well..in a way or another…but i think i’m going backwardz..
I seem to lack enthusiasm and inspiration..sigh, i’m still in search of that smtg tat will keep me fired up for life..but i jez cant…everything tat i do…altho i sincerely wanna work for it…things always get it the wayy..sometimez i cant even find a route round it…
Oh ya…meeting and catchin wif one another is reli nice..it seemz like all the old feeling came surging back..it feels nice..warmth~it’s one stop-session where u can forget everything..well..err..almost anythin bout UNI!
Other than tat…life is pretty the same, it seems like wassabay facin some kinda CRISIS!..anyway, it shud be reSOLVED soon..i supposed?so, i’m goonaaa stop here…sigh, life is pathetic n tiring..if God sez follow ME nw..i wud..
Today is Friday..siGH! I begin to detect the slackness which cause me so muCH….last seM! i reli dunno myself anymo..i hav no control over my body, mind n soul…GOD..tell me wot to do?
Today..smtg funny happen..Su hong..LOL! he always gatal..tular..hari ini..dia DIFITNAH!..hehe, actually kesian him also..IRENE also simply tuduH!!!shesh…mann….a woMAN can reli cause havoc ..i tell ya! Next time i touch ur back…lol, see u darn to fitnah me o not..lOL!
AFter that..we all when and played futsal..with all the chemical, civil, freakz!!! nevertheless..the outstading great ONE..so call LESLEY…is purely the man-of-the-match..hehehe..it’s ALWAYS ME,ME and ME!! think i scored 7 on the nite…anyway..hehe, sorry su hong, if i KICK the ball to hard..hope ur fingers still functioning, ayE? next time..i promise i don’t kick tat hard,k?
these 2 dayz back…chris been talkin bout heaven n hell..from some book..he read it..whist i actually listen to it in a tape…n i tell u..BELIEVE it!i believe hell is as close to any of us..and remember the TORMENT is for eternal!!!!so..if any1 is reading this..plz reMEMBER the everlasting fire tat awaits u…so, repent n pray always? I knw i’m not all tat good…but i’m trying!!!
Orite..think it’s time to go..Hmm..think fiona is pretty bz..doesnt seem to be in a chat mood..so, thiNK i go 1st…siGH!
Sigh..didn sleep properly last nite..siGH!!! so..was draggin myself up for church..and then played the quaterfinal against IKBN! well…i thiNk we played quite well..hehe, i struck the post twice..but it’s ntg to be proud off when ur score sheet is NIL!anyway…they kinda bash us..well, in the final minute..coz our formation was upset..sigh..dun care la..over D!
The 2 dayz weekend..haven been doing anything…cept nursing my injuries, fatigue’S and nw..my sunburnt skIN!projectz comin up..everything also need to do..sigh, mustn’t slack…tiz week..everything is startin..no more slacking(sigh..trying to make myself feel comfortable nia)…
Sigh..i jez realised the "fragility" in me…sigh, not going to elaborate on it..but yeah, hate myself coz of tat! damm!laterz gonna watch community shield..Chelsea shud be reli strong…but i thiNk i’ll support Arsenal…so, guess i sign out….
God..shower ur blessings upon my comin weekz..i need it..thankz
Yesterday..i was cursing my brother..darN! a zillion timez..
Today..i did something stupid..i dunn0 showing some ppl their pic’z wud CAUSE so much unpleasantNEZZ..anyway, i’m sorry…lookz like i shudn simPLy reveal anything to ppl..even to the ONES close to u, eh?
So, like they say..valuable lesson learn today..shut ur mouth..n keep ur hands tight!!! sigh!dunno wot else to say..oh ya, mama give me smtg relliii expensive today..so..well..i’ thankfuL?
and tomorz i’ll be playin the quaterFINAL wif IKBN..i’m pretty sure we’re gonna be bASH up pretty bad..well..no choice aYE? its like 830…terus after church..siGH..hav2 wear sportz gearz to church..
so..sigh, u knw who u r…i apologize here again…it’s reli not my intention, next time i keep everything low-profile, ok?
a zillion sorries~
When to sch tiz morning, was a lil late..arGH!!anyway..things in campus when well..i suppose? manage to do the tutorial n stuff…
After sch, tat skun Chiang Siang cudn make his mind for movie..so, he END up followin andrew instead..hehe, had to rush pizza n head for the 730 slot to watch "THE ISLAND"…
Well..wAS a lil late..so, kinda miss the earlier part…puzzled tat every1 in the movie was wearing white, well..at fiRST i tot it waS boringggg…until i knew they’r CLONES!hehe..thruout the movie, i was thinkin..if only i cud clone someone i really like :P….LOLZ! not say 5 mil…i’m willin to pay a 100 timez tat figure..LOL!
Anyway..there’s tiz scene tat reli left me breathLEES! Her curves are the best in the woRLD, n she’s totaLLY drOP-dead-gorgeous…well, i thiNK my nose bled..siGH..when it scream…i feel like reacHIN aN ORGASM!!heheh..phew…tat 350thou horsepower beauty is simPLy irresSITIBLEZZ…hahha..*DROOL*!!(when can i ever…ever get a car like tat!!)
So, it ended..and my eyes were freakin blur..cudn see prOLLY..mayb staring too long a freakin screen…lol, then saw feei there…ahahh, she tot i wAS going to "FULFILL" the err..u knw wot? LOL….she’s sO scared i plant the DEEP W*T **** on her…lol, think she QUICKEN her pace when she saw me… :p(P/s:hehe..u beta promise nOT to used the freakin G word on me..otherwiSE *grIN*..u oughta bCAREFUL)!!
back home..n still hav rewrite the tut for particlez..sIGh, i guess i do it tomorz morning..well, tats IF i can get up tat earlY..
well..lights oUT!
Day 1 in campus, just had one class, but the schedule seem pretty pack throughout the week..siGH!
Today..hmm..jez had a lil brief intro on reaction engineering…involveS design n calc..reli headache…!!
Oh ya..Sunday Cup was a success?Heheh..good job mate, altho i knw u guys cant wait to face IKBN..lol, hav faith, mayb we cud beat them. Until now..my face is totaaly BURN..n my nose reli hurtz, hehe..but the 2-1 victory was worth it eh…btw..got a dissapointed by Puteh wordz, he sed i perform so well on traininz but not tat when in tournament..i scored one..didnt i?well…altho it was indirect..hahah..anyway, i always blunder when i get nervous..siGH! reli must curb tat freakin habit..
Didnt do much cept for watchin tape whole day n workin out a lil..nw gettin sleepy…mayb i hit the bed…
